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There's this kid in my class and we have to do a project together. I have fallen for him because he's really sweet and genuinely seems interested in me. But I am so shy and it's hard for me to be the first one to start conversations or text him first, which is why I think I led him away 
I have gone to his house twice to work on the project and each time we end up sitting on his couch watching tv. He flirts with me, he's tried to kiss me but I think more of teasing or playing, he's tickled me, he said I had a pretty smile and white teeth, he compliments my outfit and said the jacket I wore looked nice on me. He sits super close to me where are legs are touching, we ended up cuddling one night where I scratched his back, and he was rubbing my legs and thighs and then he laid his head in my lap while I rubbed his face and chest, he hugs me goodnight and walks me to my car and tells me to text him when I get home. when we talk he asks me questions and seems to be interested in my life. but he never texts to ask how my day is going and he hasn't asked me on a date. i'm always the first one to text him and usually only about the project!! i mean it seems like he likes me and that's why im wondering if i acted uninterested and now he has already found some other girl or has moved on??? because when he's tried to playfully kiss me i have dodged it and i could have easily kissed him when his head was in my lab but i didn't cuz i am shy. i also sometimes avoid eye contact in class and act like im not interested in him cuz I don't want to seem desperate. and also when class ends I sit behind him so i leave immediately and he doesn't try to ask me to wait up or anything which is sad. but yeah most of the time we barely talk it's just when we do get together its as if we are dating. like why the hell would he rub my thighs and legs like that and completely arouse me and then act like nothing happened the next day?? and especially this week!! i texted him a few times and sent him funny stuff and he laughed and even randomly brought up that he was eating chick fil a which I thought was cute but literally this week he seems totally different, it seems like something is bothering him and he seems mad. for example on tuesday we had time to work on our projects and he legit barely talked to me, he didn't ask me how my weekend was which weird and we literally didn't talk cuz of course i just think he is mad at me and so now I am nervous and trying to think what I did?? then thursday he literally did not look at me once and he usually looks back at me all the time (cuz he sits in front of me) and he was definetly avoiding eye contact and then when class ended he was taking his sweet time putting his stuff away and I waited around cuz I actually had to talk to him about our project. and when we were talking he seemed in a hurry and said when we meet up we can go to a library!! like what he's been wanting me to come to his house!! and then earlier this week I texted him a funny meme about falling asleep in class and how it makes me think of our class and how todays lecture is gonna suck and all he replied was "yea its gonna suck" he usually replies with hahaha or lol or laughing emojis so Im really like WTF!! i'm so confused and wondering what happened since last friday from this week. cuz I last texted him on friday and he seemed happy and its been four days. so what did he find a girlfriend in four days or WTF???
I have gone to his house twice to work on the project and each time we end up sitting on his couch watching tv. He flirts with me, he's tried to kiss me but I think more of teasing or playing, he's tickled me, he said I had a pretty smile and white teeth, he compliments my outfit and said the jacket I wore looked nice on me. He sits super close to me where are legs are touching, we ended up cuddling one night where I scratched his back, and he was rubbing my legs and thighs and then he laid his head in my lap while I rubbed his face and chest, he hugs me goodnight and walks me to my car and tells me to text him when I get home. when we talk he asks me questions and seems to be interested in my life. but he never texts to ask how my day is going and he hasn't asked me on a date. i'm always the first one to text him and usually only about the project!! i mean it seems like he likes me and that's why im wondering if i acted uninterested and now he has already found some other girl or has moved on??? because when he's tried to playfully kiss me i have dodged it and i could have easily kissed him when his head was in my lab but i didn't cuz i am shy. i also sometimes avoid eye contact in class and act like im not interested in him cuz I don't want to seem desperate. and also when class ends I sit behind him so i leave immediately and he doesn't try to ask me to wait up or anything which is sad. but yeah most of the time we barely talk it's just when we do get together its as if we are dating. like why the hell would he rub my thighs and legs like that and completely arouse me and then act like nothing happened the next day?? and especially this week!! i texted him a few times and sent him funny stuff and he laughed and even randomly brought up that he was eating chick fil a which I thought was cute but literally this week he seems totally different, it seems like something is bothering him and he seems mad. for example on tuesday we had time to work on our projects and he legit barely talked to me, he didn't ask me how my weekend was which weird and we literally didn't talk cuz of course i just think he is mad at me and so now I am nervous and trying to think what I did?? then thursday he literally did not look at me once and he usually looks back at me all the time (cuz he sits in front of me) and he was definetly avoiding eye contact and then when class ended he was taking his sweet time putting his stuff away and I waited around cuz I actually had to talk to him about our project. and when we were talking he seemed in a hurry and said when we meet up we can go to a library!! like what he's been wanting me to come to his house!! and then earlier this week I texted him a funny meme about falling asleep in class and how it makes me think of our class and how todays lecture is gonna suck and all he replied was "yea its gonna suck" he usually replies with hahaha or lol or laughing emojis so Im really like WTF!! i'm so confused and wondering what happened since last friday from this week. cuz I last texted him on friday and he seemed happy and its been four days. so what did he find a girlfriend in four days or WTF???
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