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Last Friday, a woman who led me on or changed her mind about me, had the nerve to tell me, "I've always been nice to you" and "I've never done anything wrong to you."
What she's said to me was a flat out lie which is how come I lost my cool and cursed her out (I didn't threaten her or break anything).
This woman and I used to flirt as I've had my hands on her hair and her body and we've hugged.
She told me to my face that she liked me and liked talking to me.
I met her back in June of last year.
We didn't start talking until last July though.
I would sit to talk to her and would walk to talk to her.
I brought up the topic with her of going on a date.
I can't say I wanted her as a girlfriend because I've had toxic ex girlfriends and have been led on and rejected but since we were flirting, I thought I'd at least ask her out.
We STILL haven't gone on a date.
When she gave me her cell # this past September, she told me that I wouldn't be bothering her whenever I'd text her. I've never actually called her up as I'm not into talking on the phone and I've never left her voicemails.
Fast forward to now, she won't sit down to talk to me and won't walk to talk with me.
She'll blow off some of my text messages and not reply back to me and not even apologize for not getting back to me.
I was nice and sweet enough to surprise her with birthday presents last October when I didn't have to and wrote how I felt about her in a birthday card.
I have to talk to her still unfortunately.
Why? She's one of my direct supervisors.
I ignored her at work since seeing her just made me mad and she got all defensive over me ignoring her.
I ended up cursing her out which I shouldn't have done.
She was really the ONLY person at work last Friday who I didn't feel like talking to.
I would've talked to her eventually later in the day.
I'm not a person who just blows up at anybody like you really have to be truly messed up to me to make me blow up at you.
I just cursed her out. I didn't threaten her or break anything at work.
I got written up and suspended. I go back to work next Tuesday.
It's easier to talk to her older sister who is my other direct supervisor too than it is with her.
I can't have an honest conversation anymore before I ended up ignoring her and blowing up at her.
If she had dropped the subject about me ignoring her today or just at least approached me gently about me why I was ignoring her, I wouldn't have blown up at her.
I blew up at her and her sister.
They gave me Christmas gifts last week although I suspect it was her sister who got them since it was her sister who gave me them to me (a big box of baklava and other sweets).
Now when I see her again next week at work, I really have to talk to her.
I'd rather ignore someone than confront them and blow my temper at that person.
She's the ONLY supervisor I've ever blown up at but also the only one I've ever fell for.
I already apologized to her sister BUT she won't understand how come I'll ignore her at times in person especially last Friday.
I really wouldn't have blown up at her but she got so mad that I was ignoring her.
What she's said to me was a flat out lie which is how come I lost my cool and cursed her out (I didn't threaten her or break anything).
This woman and I used to flirt as I've had my hands on her hair and her body and we've hugged.
She told me to my face that she liked me and liked talking to me.
I met her back in June of last year.
We didn't start talking until last July though.
I would sit to talk to her and would walk to talk to her.
I brought up the topic with her of going on a date.
I can't say I wanted her as a girlfriend because I've had toxic ex girlfriends and have been led on and rejected but since we were flirting, I thought I'd at least ask her out.
We STILL haven't gone on a date.
When she gave me her cell # this past September, she told me that I wouldn't be bothering her whenever I'd text her. I've never actually called her up as I'm not into talking on the phone and I've never left her voicemails.
Fast forward to now, she won't sit down to talk to me and won't walk to talk with me.
She'll blow off some of my text messages and not reply back to me and not even apologize for not getting back to me.
I was nice and sweet enough to surprise her with birthday presents last October when I didn't have to and wrote how I felt about her in a birthday card.
I have to talk to her still unfortunately.
Why? She's one of my direct supervisors.
I ignored her at work since seeing her just made me mad and she got all defensive over me ignoring her.
I ended up cursing her out which I shouldn't have done.
She was really the ONLY person at work last Friday who I didn't feel like talking to.
I would've talked to her eventually later in the day.
I'm not a person who just blows up at anybody like you really have to be truly messed up to me to make me blow up at you.
I just cursed her out. I didn't threaten her or break anything at work.
I got written up and suspended. I go back to work next Tuesday.
It's easier to talk to her older sister who is my other direct supervisor too than it is with her.
I can't have an honest conversation anymore before I ended up ignoring her and blowing up at her.
If she had dropped the subject about me ignoring her today or just at least approached me gently about me why I was ignoring her, I wouldn't have blown up at her.
I blew up at her and her sister.
They gave me Christmas gifts last week although I suspect it was her sister who got them since it was her sister who gave me them to me (a big box of baklava and other sweets).
Now when I see her again next week at work, I really have to talk to her.
I'd rather ignore someone than confront them and blow my temper at that person.
She's the ONLY supervisor I've ever blown up at but also the only one I've ever fell for.
I already apologized to her sister BUT she won't understand how come I'll ignore her at times in person especially last Friday.
I really wouldn't have blown up at her but she got so mad that I was ignoring her.
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