Break up. Broke. What should I do?

[Kunangkunang]

Hi all.
Thank you for let me share my story. Yet my situation is different from other breaking up so easy to do "no contact period".

I met this guy last year and we fell in love. We are in the same age 25years old.

We really in love and we supported each other. We built our future plans and close to each other family side.
We moved in together and for some reason he didn't allow me to work.

We managed to be good since we both had bad experiences from the past relationship and trauma from broken home family. We supported each other to heal our insecurities which was these insecurities often made us fighting.

Now, we broke up. I don't have enough money (because I left a behind for the sake of serious and committed relationship with him).
He broke up with me just because he thinks this relationship isn't work, lot of fighting and he lost his unique and determinations because being loved so much by me and feel in comfort zone.

I respect his decision although it's hard to understand why do two people who are in very love, don't stay and one of them decided to leave...

We broke up two days after my surgery. I am totally in the bottom of glass now: health problems and losing someone who I love more than anyone.

In this situation, I have nothing. No home. No money. No friends. Nothing. He offers to help me by provide me money and house until I find a way, he knows that I companied him since has nothing in his bank account and we lived in limited budget.
But I don't feel good to receive his helps. Because how could I see the bright side if we still connect to each other? Here is so much painful by facing the reality someone loves you buy don't want to be with you. And you have another option and receive his help which is not an ideal situation.

Last night, he arrived in our house (where we stayed together before) and he texted me: this house feels empty. He always texted me.

I want to get him back but part of myself say how can u expect it? He might already move on and no way to back.

I'm totally confused what should I do about him? How to rebuild my life with zero money and place for staying? If I accept his offers, doesn't it hurt me more in future? Should I just ignore him?
if you have any advice, please help me

[Anthony]

Sorry about your breakup.

First, you made a mistake by not working even though he told you not to. This made you had no value and also made you a liability to him.

However, now that he broke up with you and you don't have any money. You have no choice but to accept the money, else you will suffer too much. The most important thing to do now is to avoid contacting him, but accept the money and thank him whenever he gives you.

[Caleb]

Hi,

You should accept whatever help he renders with gratitude and without any expectation.

However, start making plans to begin earning your own income as soon as possible.

I will advice you forget about getting him back for now and concentrate on yourself, because the more you try to get him back the more he will pull away from you.

All the best.

[Kunangkunang]

He didn't give me anything after. He contacted me and call me. But this two days, he didn't contact me again.