Long Distance Relationships with My Boyfriend but Now Have Trust Issues

[Anthonia]

So.... the love of my life was a long distance relationship I met on, YouTube of all places. We face timed, we made it VERY real, fast, before we even met each other. The chemistry was undeniable. We met each other almost five months later after first corresponding with each other personally. We were in LOVE, REAL love, fast. I was cooking for him, doing his laundry, and he took care of me, (even when I sick, that sucked) and provided EVERYTHING like a King when I was there. We never fought, only maybe had a few disagreements. But things got worse once I got home. Trust issues from BOTH of us came out, we fought, and things went from bad, to UGLY. We loved each other and we're supposed to see each other this summer. But unfortunately we broke up. It was the HARDEST breakup of my life. We went through ALOT, and although our love was so strong and pure, to even us knowing we were soul mates, we are well... kind of sorta but not really moving on with other people. We know we are still in love with each other, but it's just.... difficult now. But I'll ALWAYS love him. I still miss him, and regret ALOT that happened between us. But like a butterfly, if it's meant to be it'll come back. I'm still hurting, but I'm realizing the path to your soul mate is difficult. Maybe we need to experience other people to appreciate each other. Maybe we need to learn relationship skills with other people. GODS will is amazing. But sometimes, just sometimes, our intuition is right, and our gut is right. I believe that's his WISDOM. I feel our story isn't finished yet. Our complete story hasn't been told. But..Only time will tell. But I do know this: REAL agape Eros love knows NO distance or time, and will stand the test of Both. oh, and I still have this urge to visit NC on my way to Florida.LOL. Let's see what the future holds.

[Rachael]

This post was all too real to me. I feel the same way. as if in my spirit its telling me he isn't completely gone. and that time will bring us back together. it hurts like hell now but I can only hope if its meant to be gods will will make it happen. much love

[Mabel]

Hello dear you story is similar to what happend to me .It's so sad that it your relationship ended up that way.I am very sure that where ever that guy is he still remembers you .take heart.

[Anthonia]

Thank you all for your comments, good vibes, and prayers?? booii do I got an UPDATE!! Sooo, both of our other situations have TANKED, and we are back talking again. Idk HOW it happened so quick, except I surrendered it to GOD, and NO LIE the next couple of days later As I was coming home from a date he texts me that his girl and him broke up, and my date had been a failure from HELL cause he kept calling to tell me during, and my date kinda knew whoops.

[Richard]

Thank you all for your comments, good vibes, and prayers?? booii do I got an UPDATE!! Sooo, both of our other situations have TANKED, and we are back talking again. Idk HOW it happened so quick, except I surrendered it to GOD, and NO LIE the next couple of days later As I was coming home from a date he texts me that his girl and him broke up, and my date had been a failure from HELL cause he kept calling to tell me during, and my date kinda knew whoops.

This made me happy to hear. I love when n long distant relationship works.

[Tina]

I'm literally in the EXACT situation. my boyfriend lives in Kentucky and i live in Texas i met him on ig and he came to meet me but being so far apart is hard thank you for sharing that seriously