Need advices

[Tsfg2099]

Hey everyone! I am a 18yo boy who didnt have any girlfriend because I thought i didnt have time, money or couldnt find someone that i actually "love". I was using this online language learning app, i had no intentions of searching a date. I met a girl there, like 9 months ago and we talked day and night, every minute of every single day since we met, we are in this situation that right now we basically know every single thing about each other, she knows what i think, i know what she thinks. We always have fun talking eachother, we watch movies, tv series together, we love the same music bands, we have the same ambitions, we have the same view of life. We had a lot of those emotional nights that we basically cried together that we are in different countries and how awesome it would be if we were living in the same city etc. As she accepts that i am a really important person in her life and and thats mutual. I learned that she keeps our emotional texts and important moments on her phone etc. But its been a week that im the thinking this "friend"ship might be something. I dont know if she feels the same but i really dont want to lose a really good friend just because i had this weird feeling to her, i have never felt like this about a person. This year, we will meet for the first time and a month later we will go to a concert together, and im super excited about those, but i have no intentions about explaining myself bc im scared as i said, so it will be emotional "friendly" first meeting. I know we are both 18 and we cant do much about it but this thought really kills me inside, because i really think that i found my soulmate 1500kms away. It is really early for me to think for this stuff personally, but i really cant stop myself. We dont even live in the same country and there are too much obstacles. I dont even know if she feels the same way. I dont know why i wrote this but i really wanted to express my feelings and doubts. What should i do? Should i just wait and see what happens in the future (probably years) or should I express my feelings that has a risk of losing a person that i care the most? Thank you for reading.

[Clay]

The only way to know if she feels the same about you is to tell her how you feel about her. It's better you tell her and lose her than conceal it and keep wanting time with her and eventually lose her after many years of emotional investment. Also, the fact that she's exciting to talk to you always proves that she feels the same way you feel about her. So, don't be afraid to communicate you feelings with her.

[Nora]

No doubt, she feels the same way you feel about her, hence she wish she was close to you. As a matter of fact, she has long been expecting you to profess how you feel. So, she'll be excited to hear that you have feelings for her because she feels the same way. Don't delay, make it a point to tell her how you feel about her.

[Tsfg2099]

The problem is that we always thought each other like we are close friends, and yes it is indeed obvious that she also wants to talk with me every single minute but we are just 18 and i dont think we can do much about it. Yes she wishes she was close to me but that still can be said for friendship purposes so i am really unsure. We will meet this march twice and i feel like at least i should wait until we officially meet in real life. I really dont want to lose her, and she said "my life was boring before you" so i dont even remember my life without her, and this happened just in 9 months. So i really dont think her as "emotional invesment"