Over the course of an evening my boyfriend and I were talking about pornography after I suggested using it before foreipay yo set the mood. It was due to the kind of pornography that he suggested that (after much hesitation and embrassment) I found out that he has an obsession (or fetish’s), for slim blonde women with over-sized and obvious round fake boobs (the kind that look like a basketball cut in half and stuck on a bimbo’s chest and barely moved no matter what’s happening to her). I tried to be supportive and not make him feel bad about it. I don’t like being judgmental and since he’s never told anyone about it before and felt ashamed about it I wanted him to feel ok about it with me. I pride myself on being open but now I worry that when he’s having sex with me he’s thinking about some bimbo with massive silicone breasts. He tells me he loves me and desires me but admits that apart from my boobs, real boobs are a turn off for him. We love each other and he said he would only want me to get a boob job if I wanted one (which I don’t), but I am worried. I don’t want him to feel bad and I wish I could be supportive but it’s so confusing and I worry that I am not his blow-up doll ideal.
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