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Let me tell you my whole story. Im a person who recently overcame depression and while im enjoying my life right now i was not looking for any kind of risky relationships? You know what i mean? I dont want someone to break my heart rn im affraid that it will once again make me depresses (although i had depression not because of love life)... anyways two months ago my bff told me about Tinder being popular where we live(its conservative country and i honeslty didnt k that people use it here) we decided to make fake account and check if theres someone we know and mess around a bit lol. I wasnt even swiping anyone right since i was just checking people but my friend stormed me and saw me and decided that some chat wouldnt be bad and we would have fun with little flirting so she awiped bunch of people right. One guy started messaging me he as well as me didnt have his picture showcased and didnt even say his name but it was only fair we talked well and it was not bad, i told him that i would message him when i get back tocity( i went to hometown for summer) he literally made me promise it so i kept Tinder thinking i might contact him but i didnt plan it freal. I left coty and after some timw he messaged saying he really wanted to talk to me and we have been chatting for two months already i dont k his name and he doesnt know mine. We know each other’s voices (only recently started sending voiced lol) and we dont know what we look like. I wasnt flirty and active with him from the begining cause he has high standards for girls and i am def not his level hot lol but rn its killing me i m starting to like him and he seems into me too and im affraid as fuck to meet him lol and disappoing him. I mentioned that i might not be his type jokingly and he said that he knows me well and i wouldnt chat him from the beginning if i thought that way. I feel like im bad person. In the begining when we talked about looks i said that i dont consider myself ugly and im okay with the way i look . But how could i show how low confidence i have _ i still dont think im ugly since i dont think people are ugly we all have our charms but im sure as hell im not his level _ i want to stop this chat but i cant _ i will not be right if i stop it without reasoning but i dont want to tell him about this cause i m afraid i will disappoint him. I seriously didnt flirt with him at all and i wasnt active and didnt tried _ he was one initiating it all why do i feel like this 
sorry my grammar english isnt my native language
sorry my grammar english isnt my native language
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