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Hi all,
I need some advice. In the end of this year, I fall for someone and I am not sure what is it...
I met him when I was looking for a starting good job and he was in urgent need of his supervisor in expat job. the work was overload and sometimes we ran into trouble... I was good, unstable since I was always follow my feels in life and work. and he was a chef, he exp in kitchen, not as a manager so somehow we got conflicts.
but in general, we were falling for each other and he was the one who started it first... those touchings, those flirting... etc, you name it. then he created an argument between us, made me angry then put hands on my shoulders asked for a date, I rejected. but 2nd time, when my feeling was much better, I accepted. on that day it was good. he still cant take his eyes off me for such a long time after the hotel stuffs.
but then the day after he called some girl and set up a date on phone. As I am super sensitive, I ve sense it. Jealous a bit but I let it pass... on the next day, we got into trouble again, he took his wife to the restaurant where we work. He got buffet with her and his daughter (yes, he has family and I was bad in some aspects), but suddenly he looked at me as if I suppose to react. I looked back surprisingly. Yes, I felt bad but why I need to react, we were playing a game and Ive known that also. Btw, he told me he take his wife back home then he will come back.
Then he back and stay with me for the evening, work together always like that..
he chatted about his wife, I got jealous. I chatted with my fren and he listened to the convo. "just I said as we already had something, whenever he talked about his wife, I felt irrigated" . he suddenly angry because of that, ran in the counter, tried to make an argument with me (I wonder if he has such habit)... then he yelled at me last sentence as "dont tell me story, I am not your fiance". Even my fren feel abnormal, she told me "lols, you did not say a thing about it and he already mentioned". After that, she let me know, once time when I go upstairs busy with customers, (I was sick a bit due to weather at the time), my best fren has washing dishes while my dear manager - lover came across her "how are you... darling, I love you"
I left the work place that night and he kicked me out, on group chat he called the other worker the way he used to call me with kiss emo as if we are not special at all. there re things happened after, but they decided to sell the restaurant after I left. in brief
and.. Yes, we are not special. since whenever I questioned myself about him, I dont feel m badly in-love. before I had relationship which made me cried or miss that person a lot after breaking up.
but now I totally in inactive period, just sometime, I ... got some flashback memories.
only he tried. hold my hands after sex even though it was not my taste and I totally cold with it...
but still.... a bit... I miss him sometime. His voice and smell, his way of acting. sharing.
we have 0% since he has a family, you've known.
so .... it was my story. just free to comment ^^!
I need some advice. In the end of this year, I fall for someone and I am not sure what is it...
I met him when I was looking for a starting good job and he was in urgent need of his supervisor in expat job. the work was overload and sometimes we ran into trouble... I was good, unstable since I was always follow my feels in life and work. and he was a chef, he exp in kitchen, not as a manager so somehow we got conflicts.
but in general, we were falling for each other and he was the one who started it first... those touchings, those flirting... etc, you name it. then he created an argument between us, made me angry then put hands on my shoulders asked for a date, I rejected. but 2nd time, when my feeling was much better, I accepted. on that day it was good. he still cant take his eyes off me for such a long time after the hotel stuffs.
but then the day after he called some girl and set up a date on phone. As I am super sensitive, I ve sense it. Jealous a bit but I let it pass... on the next day, we got into trouble again, he took his wife to the restaurant where we work. He got buffet with her and his daughter (yes, he has family and I was bad in some aspects), but suddenly he looked at me as if I suppose to react. I looked back surprisingly. Yes, I felt bad but why I need to react, we were playing a game and Ive known that also. Btw, he told me he take his wife back home then he will come back.
Then he back and stay with me for the evening, work together always like that..
he chatted about his wife, I got jealous. I chatted with my fren and he listened to the convo. "just I said as we already had something, whenever he talked about his wife, I felt irrigated" . he suddenly angry because of that, ran in the counter, tried to make an argument with me (I wonder if he has such habit)... then he yelled at me last sentence as "dont tell me story, I am not your fiance". Even my fren feel abnormal, she told me "lols, you did not say a thing about it and he already mentioned". After that, she let me know, once time when I go upstairs busy with customers, (I was sick a bit due to weather at the time), my best fren has washing dishes while my dear manager - lover came across her "how are you... darling, I love you"
I left the work place that night and he kicked me out, on group chat he called the other worker the way he used to call me with kiss emo as if we are not special at all. there re things happened after, but they decided to sell the restaurant after I left. in brief
and.. Yes, we are not special. since whenever I questioned myself about him, I dont feel m badly in-love. before I had relationship which made me cried or miss that person a lot after breaking up.
but now I totally in inactive period, just sometime, I ... got some flashback memories.
only he tried. hold my hands after sex even though it was not my taste and I totally cold with it...
but still.... a bit... I miss him sometime. His voice and smell, his way of acting. sharing.
we have 0% since he has a family, you've known.
so .... it was my story. just free to comment ^^!
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